A Letter To Herself

At the end of the day when you are laying in bed it is you who is left alone with just yourself, your thoughts, and your own soul.

Find what makes you happy, find what makes your little heart dance. It may be the biggest most difficult search and journey of your life. But listen, once you find it and you take full grasp it – soaking it up wholeheartedly,  it will radiate you like no other. That is when the spark in your face never dies and you become unstoppable.

No one is physically going to hand you that happiness. You cannot depend on someone else to support you and carry you on their back to get you to your destination. It is all on you. Be strong, stand on your own two feet. You might want to stop along the road, your feet may get tired, and blisters will appear along the way. But, you just keep going. No one said it was going to be a walk on the beach.

Some soul-searching is being done. I believe there is something/ someone within me who is struggling to break through this exterior. I believe there is something/ someone within me who is demanding more; who wants more than what she has right now. She is in no competition with anyone but herself. I do not know who she is completely at this moment, but I am learning who she is and what she exactly wants.

– A letter to herself.